tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19769982822843141512011-04-21T13:56:09.297-07:00MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.comBlogger41100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1976998282284314151.post-30760499042633895882009-02-27T09:15:00.000-08:002009-02-27T09:16:15.626-08:00test2dsssssssssssssssssssssssss<br />asdfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1976998282284314151-3076049904263389588?l=zmoonlightshadow.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1976998282284314151.post-56341813693315008682009-02-27T09:12:00.000-08:002009-02-27T09:13:41.047-08:00test<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1976998282284314151-5634181369331500868?l=zmoonlightshadow.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1976998282284314151.post-23633877902835475802009-02-15T13:19:00.000-08:002009-02-27T09:19:18.800-08:00I need to go back on diet again :'( I guess that's the 10th time I say this.. bas 7a3mel eih.. seems I'll live my whole life dreaming of losing those extra kilos..<br /><br />I'm tired of work.. sometimes I feel I don't wanna go.. simply, I don't feel like working today.. bas lel asaf.. things doesn't work that way..<br /><br />I'm not enjoying anything anymore.. not even outings, trips, shopping, nothing at all..<br /><br />I'm going in circles again, and I'm hating it..<br /><br />Back again into a new crush.. when will I ever stop this?!!!<br /><br />I need to put an action plan for my life.. days are just running away from my hands..<br /><br />I need to accept myself as is.. stop trying to be someone else.. just accept me as is..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1976998282284314151-2363387790283547580?l=zmoonlightshadow.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1976998282284314151.post-22807246271615623252009-01-28T11:47:00.000-08:002009-02-27T09:21:56.638-08:00Not knowing what exactly you want is really irritating.. one day you feel you need this thing, the other day you feel you don't.. flexibility should have it's limits.. a person shouldn't be flexible about everything.. actually I'm not.. however, I seem to be so..<br /><br />But again, I'm not flexible, and at the same time I don't know what do I want.. I'm really such a confusing person.. I can't please myself, and I make it hard for others to please me as well.. at the same time, it's very small simple things that makes me fly with happiness.. I'm really a weird person..<br /><br />Lately I've been under a pressure to define what is it that I want in my life partner.. believe it or not, I've never had clear specifications for that.. yes, I do have minimum requirements, but I can't list it down in a list.. why can't people understand this?!<br /><br />Why do I feel that I think about it in a completely different way than others do? am I right, or are they? or it's neither of us?!<br /><br />I'm tired of thinking about it.. as much as I'm a too much of "accepting person" I sometimes can't tolerate people.. and the strange things is; most of the time I don't tolerate those I thought I like! Strange, yes I know, but that's me.. a continuously repeating scenario.. why does it always happen that way?<br /><br />It's like needing something very much, but you can't afford it.. yes, I can't afford what it costs to have someone in my life.. I can't share, take care of someone, I can't give as I take.. I'm not able to compromise..<br /><br />The question here, so, what is it that I'm gonna do?! live the rest of my life feeling afraid of letting someone get near.. not opening up to people, feeling that no one understands me.. there should be a way out of all this.. else I'm gonna go crazy..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1976998282284314151-2280724627161562325?l=zmoonlightshadow.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1